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Notes from Underground

Fyodor Dostoevsky

Notes from Underground is a psychological novella narrated by a bitter, isolated former civil servant living in St. Petersburg. Known only as the Underground Man, he addresses the reader directly, reflecting on his resentment toward society, his own contradictions, and his inability to form meaningful relationships. In the first part, he challenges the belief that human behaviour can be explained entirely through reason and self-interest, arguing that people may deliberately act against their own interests simply to assert their freedom. The second part recounts episodes from his earlier life, including a humiliating encounter with former schoolmates and a disturbing relationship with Liza, a young woman working in a brothel. Although he briefly experiences the possibility of genuine human connection, his pride and fear of vulnerability lead him to reject it. Through its unreliable narrator and intense introspection, Dostoevsky explores alienation, free will, self-sabotage, and the conflict between the desire for connection and the impulse to withdraw from the world.

Russia 1864