Claire Kilroy

A new mother known as Soldier loves her baby son, Sailor, with a fierce intensity—but motherhood has transformed her life in ways she could never have anticipated. Exhausted by sleepless nights, endless childcare, and the relentless demands of caring for a young child, she struggles to recognise the woman she used to be. While her husband continues to work late and pursue his career, Soldier finds herself increasingly isolated, questioning the unequal division of parenting and the disappearance of her own ambitions. Told as an intimate address to her son, Soldier Sailor captures the contradictions of early motherhood: tenderness and resentment, overwhelming love and desperate frustration, joy and despair. When an encounter with someone from her former life offers a glimpse of the person she once was, Soldier begins to wonder whether she can reclaim part of herself without abandoning the child she adores. With sharp humour and unflinching honesty, Claire Kilroy explores the invisible labour of motherhood and the struggle to preserve one’s identity while caring for another person.