Books from Türkiye

Growing up in 1950s Turkey, a young woman feels increasingly alienated by the conventional world surrounding her. In a society shaped by patriarchal expectations, nationalism, and rigid ideas of respectability, she longs for freedom, sensuality, and a life beyond the boundaries imposed on her. Childhood memories of family life and school follow her into adulthood, becoming inseparable from her search for independence. As she moves between Istanbul, Berlin, and Paris, she pursues love and escape, yet finds herself struggling with depression and repeated stays in psychiatric institutions. There, she encounters treatments that threaten to suppress the very individuality she is fighting to preserve. Through fragmented memories, intimate reflections, and an unconventional narrative, she confronts the painful distance between the life society expects her to live and the one she desperately wants. Part autobiographical novel and part intimate psychological portrait, Cold Nights of Childhood is a fearless exploration of female desire, alienation, and resistance. Tezer Özlü transforms personal suffering into a powerful meditation on what it means to remain true to oneself in a world determined to define who one should be.